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allright i think i found out how to get in to here now,,ive been struggling with morphine addiction 4 the last few years and am startinga detox at home tmorrow,,im in australia,,,i live in a country town and there big waitng kists to go to a rehab,,and theres no detox centre here,,i have about 12 pills of tremedol and 15 valiums as well,been doing a bit of reseach and am abit worried about the tremadol,,i use 100 ml morhine every day or oxcys,wat ever i can get,,and my life has become so stuck,,,with so many regrets,,i have a place to live,,i have a councillor thats trying to help me,,and thought it would be good to join this site and hopefully get some positive support,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, what are tags what do they do so its about 9,45 pm write now,,and i go to bed,,i do hope that someone talks to me,,cause i feel real alone ,,and struggling all the time,,,,but i am so sick of the merry go round,,,,and im fighting back
I love fighting talk..seconds away...deap breaths...when I stopped taking tramadol after nine years..it was quite an easy thing to do..looking back that is..my hardest problem was the Valium..i had 30 mgs a day for nine years also..still beat the mother though...fight dirty..go for his nuts is my motto..regrets we all have them..you cannot change the past..whats done is done..the future you can definately change..the fact that your here..is a positive thing...tell us more about you..now's your chance..get off the tram-train..its going nowhere fast...
all the best
im on my second day today,,ive had 100mls of tremadol and will have another tnite,and a couple of valium,,hope to use these pills for only a couple more days,,as im woried of getting a ddicted to them ,i dont feel the best but i have felt alot worse,,from previos dry outs,,so im doing ok ,,hope goes well for you too,,,
thanks for your support,,,do u think it okay to take tremadol for a few days and some valium,,,i no it makes the process a little longer,,and that sux,,,i 41 on may and been using drugs all my adult life,,and yes have ,many regrtets,and i just wana get a life back worth living,,,i still have a buitiful woman in my life thats wants me to get well,,,,but the drugs woould always come first and i would sabotage all the great chances i have had,,,she all thats left really,,and i dont want to loose her too,,,sick of it all,,and how desperate i will be for just one more time,,but it lies i tell myself it never gets better,,always worse,,
havent haerd from anyone,,,i fxxxxd up today,,was my third day,and i did something that always sets me back,and that was i had a joint,,then i was in so much pain,,my head was going mad and i got totally obsessed with getting on,,,eventually i went for a drive and found some,,,feel really crap now,,and have to start again tomorrow,,it really sux,,,i was doin really well,,i no that if i have a joint then i will feel worse and my strenthg just dies,,followed by obsessions and then finally goin to find drugs,,feel very down with myself ashameed of myself,,espeacially that i am trying to get some help from this place and u people,,,i do like reading everybodys postsand it does give me some stregth,,so here i am again,,back to my first day again tommorrow,,,,i do hope i can get some support here,,,and am willing to be honest and share my story with everyone else,,,i do feel a bit better that i atleast had the courage to tell the truth today,,and hope someone gets back to me,,,,all the best for everyone detoxing,,,,,i really need to connetc with peolpe here,,,,
Hey fb.......we're all in different stages of recovery. Sometimes the weekends...especially holiday weekends can be a little slow. But the recovery.....or our own work in progress....doesn't stop.
We learn and grow each day.
thanks to u guys who have posted to me,,i really appreciate it,,,yep the long weekend has been very hard and i aint got nothing write now to be proud of to write about at the moment,,,,buts its great to have found you guys,,,,happy easter,,,
YO FB....hang in there, you can do this. Last year at this time I was in your shoes. Worked my way off a habit of all kinds of pills, just got down to mrophine and did a taper off of them and did rather well. Stretch what you have for as long as you can decreasing the amount you take every few days. The at the end when you decide to stop, it will not be all that bad. It will suck along the way at some point, but when you come out the other side you will be so happy. Best of luck to you, and keep on posting!
Cheers.....living it 1 day at a time and loving it!
"Live Free or Die"
Eat my dust you "Soul Sucking Pain Pills"!!!
ok..so you thought this fight was an easy bout...but nothing worth fighting for is ever easy...the Billy-Bong wasn't built in a day Cobber and not every one can find bush tucker on their first day going walkabout...you got knocked to the canvas in the third round..so what..dust your gloves off..spit the blood out of your mouth..stand up..seconds away round four...throw away your glass gun before it goes off in your vain again..why stop smoking and keep lighters, ashtrays, pipes lying around..its just temptaion..hang in there..this fight is a long fifteen rounder..
all the best
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