Hello everyone, wow strange thing happened to me, someone who has in the past given me pills "called out of the blue" and I have no idea how I got thru that other than I got thru it!! No one ever calls when you really are in using mode and bam there it is. I really did not want to go down that road, like someone actually suggested play the tape thru to the end and I did and I was not willing to start over and play that game. I am still newly clean and feel like it was a test or something and I know I wanted to pass and I did!! small and steady steps are what I am aiming for. I am in high alert right now becuz I do realize it could happen again and thank god for my higher power.