actually .... the tx was much cheaper then rehab. first tx cost me 5000 bucks. That included two weeks in Mexico... great food, a great massage, and many folks at my beckon call for talk, cry or what ever I needed. I dont think the tx has to be every 6 months. HEll, hope not. I want a yr of no fighting cravings. I always loose eventually with them. I am in NA/AA and working my program.

My second tx is costing me a big total of 400 bucks. I will also give my sitter 200 bucks for her time.

I was on sub for 6 months. I usef meth here and there to cover me if I couldnt get to my Herion or get some diludid. I use meth just to keep me from wd.

Sub hurt my eye sight for life, upgraded my receptors for opiates. Left me nearly dead. I am not really blaming it all on sub... it was just the worse wd I ever went thru other then the PW my addiction dick put me thru. I was not totally out of wd 6 months after my last dose of sub and I cant even calulate that dose as it was just a smigit of powder. Still had sleep problems, sweat/chills and mud chits 6 months later. HEll... after only 6 months of sub... could be just a fluke? I have been thru wd way too many times to count and I never had wd sysmtoms after the most three weeks. 6 months was way too hard on me emotionally and physically. The biggest problem was I was in active addiction with sub.

I am not saying Iboga is for everyone.... does chit for benzo's and not the easiest on those hook on sub. If anxiety is a problem.. maybe not a good ideal also. For me... it worked great. It was not fun for me but really was not bad either. I am hoping my 2nd time it goes as smoothly for me. I just want all to know there is another option for a leg up. I have already been to rehab 3x in my life... had clean time, aa/na and just always failed. I will do anything short of killing another soul to keep what I have now.

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