Thanks Glynn and Dave, I appreciate your replies. I have good days and bad days- like anyone in recovery I have passed your thoughts on to Kris and I think she is headed in a good direction, we just never saw it coming. Real stupid of us, just like the first OD we never saw coming. True, no OD now, but back into mmt. Her job means so much to her I feel sure she will get down and out. She's remembering the way methadone puts handcuffs on you- as she hasnt been able to come and see me since I had my accident- she's on daily pick ups, no takehomes except on Sat. for Sunday and she works a lot of weekends, so she is stuck. Thanks Glynn for sending some kind thoughts my way. My husband has been taking great care of me and our younger daughter has been able to come home and help a bit, too. Im just pretty imobile right now. The longest walk Ive taken is to the bathroom [(#)]- thats achievement!! I havent stopped thinking of you all and cherish each bit of time I have had to learn from you all. If Ive been able to give anything back,its just a drop in the bucket of what was given to me and Im glad to do it! Take care